Heading to Minneapolis today.
I don’t really know a lot of the people we’re going with, but I’m pretty excited not to be le third wheel for the first time this week. I’ve been rather sleep deprived and therefore somewhat grumpy at times, too. But I slept like 10 hours, and there will be other people. I wonder what will happen this weekend…. I want a new new years dress so bad….
Watching a documentary on the Chauvet Caves, and...
I don't really like being read to.
So last night
I met Brian’s friend. He is cute, charming, smart, incredibly funny and charismatic. He pulled my hair a lot. I’ve a legit crush, he fell asleep with his head in my lap while I debated deism with matthew and he didn’t talk but he squeezed and petted me everytime I made a point he seemed to like. It was effing adorable and I’m mildly enamored.
I know that I talk about her constantly
But I just legitimately couldn’t live without Jess. I called her just balling yesterday morning, she talked me all down, and then when I got home to her she and brian literally grabbed me and showered me with kisses.
Tangled - Maroon 5
My theme song today.
Tried to teach Jess French in Spanish last night.
We were both drunk. We couldn’t get through etre. lol, idk why I tried to teach her in Spanish, who learns a foreign language in another foreign language? Though to be fair, I think my logic was that they’re very similar, but then I tried briefly to teach how in french you don’t pronounce half the letters of a word (very, very different from spanish) and it was just like, drunk...
oh my god I am SO EMOTIONAL.
Texting drunkenly last night wasn’t a good idea. I just want to keep these feelings all to myself where they’re appreciated.
This week is so conflicting
I don’t know what to think about anything. I want to say so many things that I can’t anymore. I’m just so utterly unable to separate what I want and what I need.
Feeling an intense desire for a new boy to adore.
Not to sleep with, those are a dime a dozen. I just want to adore someone, and have them adore me back. And I want to cuddle with them and feel that intense contentment you can feel when you’re so, so warm and wrapped up in them that other moments don’t exist anymore.
Got a Kindle for Christmas
I was conflicted for one second because I adore books so, so much. But then I went and bought a bunch of essays that I want to read for like 99 cents each and I realized how FUCKING AWESOME that is. Also I just love things that are technology.
J'ai besoin d'une nouvelle vie
Maitenant, s’il te plait.
Just sent an email with the phrase "usually always...
It’s sent, I can’t take it back. Super articulate.
Ocelot was an answer in my crossword today. I need...
“More like oce-buyer’s remorse.”
The robot has feelings?
Roberto came last night.
I feel like he told me secrets. And that my bed is an infinitely warmer places with him in it. And that I kind of wish he lived closer. And that I’d rather not have it be 6:21am and be awake right now.
straight guys: boobs are great
gay guys: boobs are great
straight girls: boobs are great
gay girls: boobs are great
Born to Run - K-Os
Listen to it, dance around happily, and drink a glass of cheap wine.
Cleaning the fuck out of my apt, find promise ring...
It kinda warmed my heart, he was such a good guy. I am really glad I didn’t get rid of this one. (I had a second, which I promptly got rid of post breakup). Promise rings are fucking retarded, though.
Changing my URL
Tomorrow afternoonish. If you’re not a Tumblr nerd and still want it, let me know :) Os quiero.
My life is pretty prodigious.
Like, I feel vair content. Jess, Brian, Hansy, and I are going to Minneapolis to meet up with a billion other people for New Years and I am absurdly excited…The road trip will be so fun, and it’s only like, 3 hours so just the right amount of time in a car to not want to kill yourself but still feel like you’re going somewhere. Plus, the city. The cities are my second fave US...